I’ll be fine.

I know it.

I’ll be fine.

Things like this always happens. 

I’ll be fine.

I can’t be brought down that easily.

I’ll be fine.

I just have to keep smiling and enjoy life to its fullest.

I’ll be fine.

I know it.

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This quarter was pretty intense. I think I was too caught up with unnecessary things than with the necessary.

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When I mean away, I mean I want to move away.

Away to a place where I can just relax and be carefree.

I’m just going off now. I kept this bottled up for a long time, and honestly, it felt good to let this out.

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Thank you for being good to me. Seriously thank you. I was able to participate in many events this summer.

You given me an opportunity to work and experience life after college is like. You given me the opportunity to be creative and imaginative with my art skills. You given me the opportunity to enjoy Los Angeles with its artwork around this city. You given me the opportunity to reconnect and rekindle with friends and family as well as meeting new people in my life.

So thank you. I wish you stayed longer, but I should start pursuing a career of my interest with the skills and ability I obtain from you. Thank you for a wonderful and memorable season, summer. Thank you.

Thank you for making me smile. I really needed that :)

Every time we talk (via facebook or texting), you complain that you are so bored and no one wants to hang out with you. You attempt to hint to me that you want to hang out, but here’s the thing:

Every time we hang out, you make me your slave… You make me drive you. You make me pay for you. You never say, “Thank you,” or “Oh I’ll treat you out next time.”  No. Nope. I’m fed up with that attitude. Not only that, but you make it so awkward and complain about every single thing. It’s like you can’t enjoy the time you have with because of something so little. 

Now you see why you are so bored and no one wants to hang out with you? If you don’t, then damn. You are an idiot.

For you to realize that I don’t give a fuck about your opinions of me?

You were fucking leaving and in a fucking rush. So I said bye instead of hi, so you can just say bye and leave right after. At least I have the common courtesy to say something kind after you blamed or ratted me out for something I didn’t do. Fine if you want it that way, I’ll just say nothing at all, you stupid bitch.

Just jump into new adventures.

Worry less about the past.

Dive into a your future.

Cause looking back will lead you nowhere.

Yeah, I do too. Usually, those conversations are random, but most of the time they are memorable. I don’t know why. We are able to remember them all even after not speaking or seeing each other for two months. It’s crazy, but hey. If it’s memorable, then it must be good.

Sometimes I wonder why I have dreams then I realized it’s what I want my reality to be like. However, I know dreams don’t always come true. Now I’m wondering why am I dreaming about you. Our friendship is whatever, but we care about each other a lot. We only see each other as friends, but you always wonder if I saw you more than that. I admit it. I always wonder the same thing, but in your perspective. I miss our talks and study sessions. It’s like it disappeared when summer arrived. I hope we reconnect soon because I kinda miss you… Maybe that’s why I’m having dreams about you. I miss you, but the thing is… I don’t miss other people that I haven’t seen for awhile. It’s just you. Why is that?

I still remeber those words you said to me that night, “I’m worried about you.” Well now I wonder if you still think that. I wonder if you are having dreams about me because my dreams are getting weird. You know if you are… I wish you can tell me so we can talk again… I don’t know… I just miss you. :/